[3 weeks 5 days]
bleah.i am having chicken pox la.so idiotic.so many things are happening this week. =l i simply cant go out...cant eat all the nice nice food.worst of all.i am disfigured and i cant tolerate the pain plus the itch.it is so painful.so ugly and soooo disgusting.stupid la.it is sooooo pain!!! i hate it.i want to die please. wonder how did darling zihua, my older brother and younger brother survived this.i know my younger brother had a hard time. hope all of this will disappear in like one day time..i really cant stand it..feel like bursting everyone of them la.so pain and it is going to make me cry!!
my face is soooo ugly and disgusting now!! dear lipz wanted to visit me...but i refused coz i look real ugly now.(not like i was not ugly before la) but i look alot worst now.i cant stand lookingat myself in the mirror too.sigh.stupid.just pray that there will be no scars..but at the rate i am at accidentally breaking all the pox. i believe i will be disfigured from head to toe.bleah. =(
dont know if what i said will make everything better.hope it does and hope we are still friends.
[audio - the way you look tonight]
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hurts mie ;
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4/18/2005 03:42:00 PM `
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