01032005 Tuesday
disapointed.on the verge of breaking down again.sigh.
so disapointed in my lit.sigh.
guess i have to move on.had a long long talk with my dad and older brother last night.all of them are very supportive of me going to poly. but now, i dont know what course i want to take. my brother's advice was to take business studies and then specialised in tourism or something.coz apparently, ppl who just graduate from hospitality and tourism course can only take up jobs...there isnt much chance for them to go to uni.yup.and actually, my dad wanted me to take up law and management..and i was like..hey, that seems fun. and it is in TP.yup.but after tht my older bro blah blah blah and there goes the law and management.haha. sigh.so now, i am headless. =(
just looked through sp and np business...still dont know which one to take.shall ask my dearest denise for help. HELP !!! bleah.
so sad. i am leaving sa. cant bear to leave and cant stay. - huh?! yup.the distance next year is going to be a big big problem, cant move house although me and my older brother wants coz my younger brother will be taking his o level.yup.so.bleah.
anyway, just a super small mention of someone who is such a hypocrite. please dont lie to me if u are not sincere about it. to think that i still believe it was true.what a stupid me.dont even know why i am making all these for you.mayb i should stop...since you have ur ever dearest to do it for you. nvm. i shall just love my neighbours as myself. mayb i will just finish up this one batch.the first as well as the last. =l
lurfe
hurts mie ;
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