13022005 Sunday
another hectic week gone. cny was ok.bad luck thisyer.keep losing when gambling.lucky dad of mine helped me to earn back all my money.haha. love him. =) he is so nice to me and so cute.
band starts and school is starting again.hectic life soming back again.gonna be so dead again. so tired. it is making me disliking jc life. want to go poly now.but i guess i cant. sigh. band pople are nice.they are simply so nice andcute.=)
oh.went to church and cell today.cell was fun.the people there are nice.=) but never really get to talk to them much.sigh. i love God. He makes me feel loved. He is the reason and it is from Him where i get my strength to carry on with life. i really wonder what would have happened to me if He wasnot there.
opps.gonna bitch again.badmooding la.but i just cant stand it. i kinda expected it, but i didnt think it will be so soon. both of them together.drifting away.maybe i am over-sensitive la.but you know. it is tough being their friend. sigh.so tired.forget it la.just gonna let things take its own course.i dont care what is going to happen anymore. i am just going to live in a world of my own.didnt know what a school can cost u to become.ormayb what a guy can cause u to become.tired la.
bye.tc everyone. i miss my darlings.i miss being an ignorant child.being a baby.how nice it is.
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hurts mie ;
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