20022005 sunday
i lost my watch!!! stupid. just bought it not long ago...sigh. i am so sad. no watch again. lost the chain darling gave me and the socks serp gave.bleah.=(
i am so tired.was fu- pissed on sat. the funfair was nice and fun.05s77 was superb and the people were the funniest. i love you guys!! but fu- pissed la.badmooded and black faced when i went there.it was so idiotic.my whole fu- week was so idiotically busy with it.people who know me well knows what i am talking about.i am so bleah by it. how can anyone stand it. i rather leave than to keep wanting to skip and getting pissed over it. i am just so tired and i really cant cope with all this.let more to say during june and july when ms`art practices will increase.wont i be dead by then?
to leave is most probably my decision but i just cant bear to part with 05s77 and some of the j2s seniors.sigh.=(
i am so tired and sick of this la.
i hope i am not falling head over heals with - coz if i am, i am so scared that i wont be able to leave.most likely is i wont bear to leave.know what, i was being affected by -you- on sat.i want to msg u asking how are u but sadly, i dont have ur number. and it worries me.sigh.how i wish i know u better.bleah.this sucks totally.hope it is not true.hope my heart will prove me wrong. - zihua!!! save me.
tons of tutorials to do.bleah.sigh.hate this alot alot.
lurfe
hurts mie ;
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