20022005 sunday


i lost my watch!!! stupid. just bought it not long ago...sigh. i am so sad. no watch again. lost the chain darling gave me and the socks serp gave.bleah.=(

i am so tired.was fu- pissed on sat. the funfair was nice and fun.05s77 was superb and the people were the funniest. i love you guys!! but fu- pissed la.badmooded and black faced when i went there.it was so idiotic.my whole fu- week was so idiotically busy with it.people who know me well knows what i am talking about.i am so bleah by it. how can anyone stand it. i rather leave than to keep wanting to skip and getting pissed over it. i am just so tired and i really cant cope with all this.let more to say during june and july when ms`art practices will increase.wont i be dead by then?

to leave is most probably my decision but i just cant bear to part with 05s77 and some of the j2s seniors.sigh.=(

i am so tired and sick of this la.

i hope i am not falling head over heals with - coz if i am, i am so scared that i wont be able to leave.most likely is i wont bear to leave.know what, i was being affected by -you- on sat.i want to msg u asking how are u but sadly, i dont have ur number. and it worries me.sigh.how i wish i know u better.bleah.this sucks totally.hope it is not true.hope my heart will prove me wrong. - zihua!!! save me.

tons of tutorials to do.bleah.sigh.hate this alot alot.

lurfe hurts mie ;
+ 2/20/2005 10:17:00 PM `

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a bleh girl - 17/02 - seventeen - ex-crescentian
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ex-bassklarinettist - mus`art - sajcband
love - dogs - babies - dolphins - shopaholic - xiaopoopoo

+ wishy upon a rainbow +

-dress from code red, far east = $ 40
-brown converse shoes = $56
-dress from OG = $60
-long pants
-2 tops from topshop = $46 and $43
-bag from billabong = $60
- gone -pencil case from wallet shop (black with the words bleah!) = $14
-crossroad wallet from wallet shop = $55
-crumpler bag.
-my lost watch
-zen micro
-special him.
-TP = dream grades
- i did not get =( -you.yes you. to be happy! (my dearests,darlings,dears)

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