02012005
wow.2 weeks plus since i last blog.been busy??
had been working at both x:odus and merchant court..both jobs were fun as long as i am not under peter yeo.haha.=))
went for sa audition...got into sa.but at the same time i realised a lot of things.i am afraid.i am very scared of tomorrow and what will happen in band. i really am. i dont know what had happened to us.but now i am afraid.
i kind of regret appealing.i guess i really do.i am so sorry.i should not have appealled. now i dont know if i will be happy at sajc anot.i really am very doubtful. =l
trip to shanghai was ok.boring.fine. just sleep,eat,walk and snow.only the snow interest me cuz the last time i had touched snow was in p4.and this time...lucky for us...we encountered the biggest snow shanghai had ever had in years...and we encountered it twice somemore.yup.the rest of the trip was bleh. weather was cold.super cold but i can still stand it la.wearing sleeveless and my mum was like u siao arh.haha.bought a few things only la.nothing much interest me.everything was cheap over there.meal for 3 with 4 dishes in a restaurant cost onbly 75 RMB which is 15 sing dollars.cheap!
sick now.flu and my nose and lower face of peeling.too dry i guess.ugly ugly.
heard that the concert was great.yup.want to listen to it.want to play in it.but...yup.it is over.sigh.
just dyed back my hair...waiting for it to dry to see the colour of it.going sa tmr.i am soooo afraid.so scared.so fearful.
sorry to all especially to 2 people..i am deeply so sorry.please forgive me will u?? sigh.
*i hate to regret but once again, i am regretting this decision and hating myself.*
[audio - my dearest older bro]
lurfe
hurts mie ;
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